Hardcover Journal - Left Bleeding Out

This matte hardcover journal is ready for your daily thoughts, sketches, or wild plans. 150 lined pages, tearable sheets, and a bold cover that pops.
• Matte laminated front and back cover
• 150 pages (75 sheets): lined, cream-colored, uncoated
• Cover weight: 80 lb (118 g/m²)
• Page weight: 70 lb (104 g/m²)
• Dimensions: 5.75″ × 8″ (14.6 cm × 20.3 cm)
• Perforated pages for easy tear-out
• Casewrap binding with a flexible sewn spine
• Blank product sourced and fulfilled in the US

Back Story: 

I have repeatedly proven that I can’t measure up. I have proven that I’m full of shit. I have proven that I am inherently cruel, wrong, evil, selfish, gross, and a cold-hearted product of my imagination. I have proven that I am trite. I’m delusional.

I’m tired. This “love” forces me to live with one eye open and aware of my wounds, and one eye focusing on trying to learn to live again. So, now I paint, instead of calling. I’m too afraid to write a letter. Too afraid to offer my life back up to you. But know I love you, still, even wounded and bleeding. My love is still yours; my life is not. I’m sorry. Please, just let me go…

This product is made especially for you as soon as you place an order, which is why it takes us a bit longer to deliver it to you. Making products on demand instead of in bulk helps reduce overproduction, so thank you for making thoughtful purchasing decisions!