Untouchable Ignorance - (Full Cover Print)

This matte hardcover journal is ready for your daily thoughts, sketches, or wild plans. 150 lined pages, tearable sheets, and a bold cover that pops. • Matte laminated front and back cover • 150 pages (75 sheets): lined, cream-colored, uncoated • Cover weight: 80 lb (118 g/m²) • Page weight: 70 lb (104 g/m²) • Dimensions: 5.75″ × 8″ (14.6 cm × 20.3 cm) • Perforated pages for easy tear-out • Casewrap binding with a flexible sewn spine • Blank product sourced and fulfilled in the US

This product is made especially for you as soon as you place an order, which is why it takes us a bit longer to deliver it to you. Making products on demand instead of in bulk helps reduce overproduction, so thank you for making thoughtful purchasing decisions! Back Story: This piece serves as visual dedication to regression within my healing journey. More honestly, and shamefully, this is my starting point. This is who I am/was when I need to survive (or think I do). Hateful, arrogant, angry, and cruelly disconnected. Keeping myself in the only version of “safe” I had ever known. I had to choose to be brave enough to let go of my need to be strong, safe, and/or right. Only then did I start to notice what’s underneath it all. I’m scared; I’m hurt. I’m terrified actually. I am small and unsure sometimes, and I make myself as big as I can, lashing out at anyone who dares to get too close. I close myself off and I am untrue. It is all too easy to avoid what is inside. Deny it, shove it in a corner, never to be spat on again; Look at it with rage and disgust. However, I have found it a lonely life when you choose to abandon yourself to this untouchable ignorance, disguised as safety. The path to Self: Be curious! Not a control freak! Slow down, search for clarity and understanding within yourself, practice self-compassion even when it feels impossible! Let that curiosity show in your connection with those around you.